Beautiful Family from God

Our God is a God about love and life.  He has prepared a place for you, the Lord is so kind and loving.  He has paid the price for our sins.  He does not judge you, He made you, He loves you and wants to look after you for all eternity all you need to do is ask Him into your heart and no-one will ever separate you from Him, nothing on this earth, beneath it or above it can separate you from God’s love through His precious beloved Son Jesus.

I have found this family on you-tube when I was looking for ways to save money and be more cost efficient.  I want to be frugal in my ways so that I can help others more so, because what good is money if you can’t help others with it?  I really enjoy this family, their words of wisdom from the Holy Spirit and their beautiful gift from God in singing.  It’s so beautiful do watch and you shall be blessed as I have been.

I have been transformed today by listening to a young woman speak at the Christian Book Store here where I often go for amazing latte’s and yummy home-made soup and panini’s.  I love to go there as I feel at peace when I am surrounded by things of the Lord and hearing the music rejoicing in the Lord.

This young lady spoke on the love of Jesus and how He can set you free from all bondage and break your chains from sin.  How often I myself forget the love of Jesus and how much He loves us all.  I was lately speaking with a spirit of condemnation and judgement and this is the not the love of Jesus whom is to save the sinner not judge or condemn them but embrace them in a warm loving embrace that is so filled with love that you just melt into His arms like a Father embracing His child, a child that may have fell and hurt them-self that needs comforting from their Heavenly Father and this is what God wants you to do just run to Him and be lovingly embraced.  I am truly sorry for my last posts that were brought forth by a spirit of religion and not from the heart that the Lord was speaking to me.  I didn’t feel any break through because of this and I was actually preaching and not helping others nor healing hearts.

I am so sad and broken hearted over these things I said, I pray for forgiveness to the Lord Jesus.  I was being led but not by the Spirit of God which is love and healing for those whom are hurting.  There is no condemnation in the blood of Jesus.  God loves you and wants a wonderful and precious relationship with you!  You’re so beautifully made by His loving Hands.  He molded every detail of your life, His precious and strong Hands created you out of His love for you.  You were in His thoughts even before you were born.  I pray that I will never lead another sheep astray or cause people to run from God out of fear.  God wants you, all of you but He wants to love and heal your heart if you’re in sorrow or struggling in anyway in your life.  God wants to mend you.  He did for me, Jesus saved my life and my soul.  How grateful I am for all God’s blessings in my life.  He looks after the smallest details in my life and I am so rewarded because of it when I listen to His still loving small voice as He guides me and leads me from all harm that the enemy wishes to hurt me but God is in control and I have my faith in Him alone.  Thank you Jesus for helping me understand you better you’re loving and pure grace that brought me to the truth of who you’re!  There is no judgement nor condemnation when you’ve found Jesus!  You’re set free from all chains!  I am so sorry if I hurt anyone with my past posts that were not brought forth in love nor in Christ.  God told me today again He just wants you to run to Him so that He can embrace you with a Fatherly and good love, that will cause you to just melt into His hug, His love is so good and beautiful.  Jesus loves you so much and is calling out to you.

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The Lord is Coming! Keep your lamp oil filled!

From Sunday on-wards I have heard terrible cursing in my mind and evil thoughts and awful visions it was like angry cursing from the devil.  It was terrible to hear because I cannot stand cursing and hate sin and I try and keep my words from ever cursing as it’s from the pits that cursing words come from and devils.  I believe the Lord was allowing the devil’s anger to go through me to show how very short his time was.  At first I thought I was being attacked but no matter how much I prayed and rebuked the cursing the words came through or were allowed to come through and enter my thoughts.  This has been going on for two days now.  Today I had to miss work because I am so fatigued and my mind actually feels like it’s been beat up and addled.  I wonder also if it’s a bit of heat exhaustion but it feels like something was and is happening within my mind.

I am seeing a lot of spirits also flying around and this morning the Lord was talking to me sharing with me personal things and yet also He was telling me how late the hour was, that the world is going to get very dark very fast this He told me many times, how quickly the dark clouds are going to come upon the earth and there will be thunder and lightning as the Lord comes to get His bride.  The angels are ready to fetch His children and so many are not going to make it.  I know I will be helping the children and babies this is my prayer to the Lord to help save the little ones I love them so much but not as much as I love my Lord Jesus.  I was speaking Hebrew also over the weekend saying the words on Saturday evening baruch hashem I had to look it up the next day as I have no idea what it means nor do I speak Hebrew but I have asked the Lord to please teach me as I love God’s chosen language and he has been sharing with me certain phrases when I am deep in worship and rejoicing in Him in my prayer closet.

This is what it means:

“Baruch HaShem” is a Jewish phrase, literally meaning “Bless the Name”. However, this is just like saying “Thank God!” in English, and is used just as often. The Hebrew word “Baruch” means “bless”, and originates from the word “Bracha” (blessing). A Jew will usually use this phrase if something good happens, for example: “Baruch HaShem that he did not get hurt in that car accident.”

“If My people, which are called by my name, shall humble themselves, and pray, and seek my face, and turn from their wicked ways; then, will I hear from heaven, and will forgive their sin, and will heal their land.
– II Chronicles 7:14 

The Lord is our refuge and our strength!  We must abide in Him at all times.  I believe the Lord is showing me how angry the devil is because His time is so very short and perhaps it’s over now for His attacks against the bride, no more says the Lord God Almighty!  Even now it’s like He speaks through me, my chosen are going home!

Please discern everything I say and bring it to the Lord also.  I was told also by the Lord that it’s time my daughter, when I looked outside and our sky here is sickly yellow from the horrible heat and unusual drought we’ve been having from the fires and smoke.  I have also been suffering from a bit of heat exhaustion and stayed in bed for most of the day and still feel very tired.  My body has been going through some electrical feelings like energy is flowing through me also and I have seen that others are feeling this to on youtube and also been hearing from the Lord that He is coming now.  I had a dream also that we were putting on a play and I was in charge of taking the children off the stage and the play was now over and I was taking the children off the stage but also we had to run afterwards showing how fast it will be to be taken out of here and we must not have any strings or things keeping us here in the material world from leaving to our Spiritual home and it was dark outside.  The Lord has also been warning me in that regards as I am still flesh and blood and a sinner if not for the precious blood of Jesus to wash me clean.  Thank you Lord please have mercy on me and my family for they do not believe in you and it breaks my heart as I am sure it breaks His.

Don’t stop praying for those whom are unsaved or lukewarm even those whom are lost pray for them, those whom need healing and are in poverty and for our brothers and sisters whom are daily being persecuted by the enemy and also pray for the enemy to turn to God before it’s too late and repent of their sins.

I love you all and pray that the Lord comes quickly as I am tired of this sinful world and don’t want to be here anymore.  The evil I see everyday is getting worse also even in my church people are being so disobedient to the Lord and not listening to His warnings!

The Lord has also told me to tell His children not to be afraid nor have fear for everything is in His Hands and it will be so wonderful to go home with Him.  Thank you heavenly Father for your beloved Son whom died for us on the cross.  We love you Abba, we love your Yahshua!




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It is well within your soul when you have the Lord to watch over it

Often I feel so whole and brand new again I can’t keep from singing praises to the Lord of my heart and soul.  He is the well that never goes dry within me and springs forth new hope and refreshing of my spirit.  The Spirit is glad and rejoicing in the Lord and everyday seems new and beautiful when one is deeply in love with the Prince of Peace.  I find even the birds sing a new song in joy to the one whom created them when you begin to hear and see with new ears and eyes open to God.  All the earth shall sing Alleluia to our Lord and Savior and every knee shall bow before the coming of our beloved King of Kings.  He comes in a cloud with His hundred of thousands of angels all ready to bring His children home!

This must bring you happiness to wait on the Lord, day and night I wait for His coming with anticipation as a deer pants so does my soul cry out to the Lord of heaven and earth to come and bring us home.

To feel His presence so near and all around us so lovingly and compassionate for His beloved.  The Lord Jesus loves us so much.  And as His humble servants we must go out and be bold to deliver souls and share the gospel with others and the love of Jesus.  Time is short and we must not be fearful but take strength and courage in Him.  Pray for those all around you, be kind and loving towards others and pray without ceasing so that no bad thought may enter your mind.  It’s truly a wonderful life to live like this and you can feel the Lord all around, the air may get a bit fresher like after a spring rain when the wind blows you can sense Him in it!  Be still and know that He is God and you shall hear His still small voice.  I love you Lord so much!  His voice only speaks love and gentle guidance and when He disciplines even so I love to hear Him as everything He tells you is to protect you from the snares of the evil one and to keep you safe and close to Him as He is the good Shepherd and we’re His precious sheep.  Not one will He lose remember that even if you stray from Him and become disobedient even so He is waiting to welcome you back into the fold with loving arms as a Father is to His children with perfect love and abundance.

My favorite psalms is psalms 23 it’s very peaceful and it’s a wonderful read before bedtime for a peaceful and restful sleep.  Don’t forget to pray for those whom are suffering, in pain, poverty, alone or just lost, pray for the stranger not just the kin.

The LORD Is My Shepherd
A Psalm of David.

1 The LORD is my shepherd; I shall not want.
2 He maketh me to lie down in green pastures:

he leadeth me beside the still waters. Rev. 7.17
3 He restoreth my soul:

he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name’s sake.
4 Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,

I will fear no evil: for thou art with me;
thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.
5 Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies:

thou anointest my head with oil;
my cup runneth over.
6 Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life:

and I will dwell in the house of the LORD for ever.

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Beautiful song before the Lord

This wonderful and so very blessed with singing talents from the Lord they both sing as angels and my heart broke even more-so when I found out the tragic yet beautiful love story of Rory and Joey Feek.  This beautiful lady with a voice like an angel loved the Lord so very much and listening to her music you can feel how much the Holy Spirit dwells within her.  Their love is bittersweet, she loved her husband so very much, country singers and gospel, they never stopped sharing their love for our precious Lord Jesus towards others in their lives and in their music.

She died so young of cancer leaving her heart-broken husband and their beautiful little gift from God, Indiana their daughter whom had down syndrome but is such a joy in her smile and love towards others.

I couldn’t stop crying when I read about their story and yet I know in heart we shall all be reunited in heaven one day where Jesus will wipe away all our sorrows and pain with our tears He collects.

My prayer that their music blesses you as much as it has blessed me.  God bless you Joey sweet angel in heaven and your beloved husband and daughter may they receive peace and healing from the Prince of Peace and find joy and love with each other, family and friends as you watch over them.  Thank you Jesus for holding us in your loving Hands and never letting us go.  Thank you Lord for your love and sacrifice.

For all those suffering with cancer and those whom have lost loved ones from cancer my prayer is for you all over the world, God loves you eternity is forever and there will be no more pain or suffering one day.  I pray to God for your healing and I love you my thoughts are with those struggling with pain, sorrow and grief.

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Worn out how about you? Watchman on the wall

I don’t know about you but I am really tired and weary.  Often I come home from work and just want to sleep.  I don’t seem to have the desire or the want to pursue the hobbies and interests I used to love and adore.  I was an artist and writer in my spare time and don’t feel like creating as I feel there is no point to the creations on earth anymore.  Nothing we do here matters except to love God and His Son, and love our brothers and sisters.  Even gardening has no joy anymore as the earth is cursed and you can see it everywhere you look.

I love to help others and make them feel good.  But right now I am really feeling like my work is done as Jesus said on the cross it’s finished, I feel our work here is done.  He is coming.  I hear it in my spirit all the time now.  I see Him too when I close my eyes He is there smiling at me.  I love our Lord so much no words can explain how much I love Him and our Father in heaven.  I love the Holy Spirit so much.  I imagine myself carrying the Holy Spirit around in my arms like a dove, just giving Him little kisses and stroking His beautiful white feathers, even feeding Him from my plate of food.  I know it may sound silly but He is my dearest friend and companion.  Often my only friend that understands me and loves me unconditionally, whom will never hurt or judge me.

I don’t understand this world and don’t understand the people in it.  I see women dressing without any care for their bodies and I want to tell them that they’re grieving their creator by abusing their femininity and the lovely grace that God gave them, men covering their bodies with evil looking tattoos, wearing death symbols, dying their hair.  Modesty and chastity seem to be extinct lately and people seem to be acting like animals I have noticed even the children are not respectful or kind to their elders.  People are calling evil good and good evil everywhere I look.

Our Lord was really upset last weekend and I felt His emotion as I often do pour over me into my spirit.  I was so sad and depressed, grieving.  I asked the Lord what is wrong and I saw Him smiling sadly at me at first then He turned around and kept on covering His face crying our sweet Lord was sobbing it breaks my heart even now, writing what I felt and saw from Him and causes me to cry as it breaks my heart to see Him crying it hurts me so much.  He told me in the spirit it’s because of what He has to soon do to the earth to His creation that hates Him and mocks His servants those left behind to face God’s wrath, He loves those whom hate Him as they’re still His children.

For those to say He is a vengeful and cruel God, no this is wrong!  He is not vengeful He doesn’t want to hurt or have to destroy anyone but those whom turn from Him and do not seek Him or the precious blood of His that He sacrificed on the cross for our sins to be reconciled to our Father in heaven, this gift of love is for everyone but if you don’t accept it you don’t accept our Father and His beloved Son.  He then has no choice but to leave one behind and He doesn’t want to leave anyone on earth He loves us all but if you don’t want His love how can He bring you home to His home and kingdom which is heaven?  It’s like taking a stranger into your home whom hates or despises you, whom hurts and even kills His servants that only want to help you and help save your soul from an eternity without God, to be without God is to be without love and in everything that is not of God whom is perfect love that separation is called hell.  The Lord is our intercessor from sin, He is the one whom is our Holy lawyer whom blots away all the sins from our life.  Once we accept our savior into our heart and repent of our sins, He blots away our transgresses, our sins and we’re written into the Lamb’s book of life.

My life is not my own but belongs to our creator almighty God in heaven and the beloved Lamb of God His Son Jesus Christ, Yahshua in Hebrew the Messiah.

I am just a humble servant of our Lord and savior but if you haven’t accepted Jesus Christ into your heart now please do so all you need to do is repent which means to turn from your sins if you need help with this He wants to help you overcome your sins, just pray for help if you really want to be freed from the bondage of sin He will help you.  He is your comforter and loves you so much.  Ask for His forgiveness for your sins and ask Him into your heart as your Lord and savior accept His ultimate sacrifice on the cross that He died for your sins and rose from the grave and is now sitted at the right Hand of God and that you want to love Him as He loves you, a friend, a brother, lover of your soul, a Father.  He will never leave you nor forsaken you.

Walking with God has been the hardest, painful and often loneliest part of my life but He has also changed my life for the better in so many ways that I don’t live for myself anymore but for Christ and others and it’s brought so much joy in my life to live this compassionate and loving life, a life bought by the precious blood of Jesus, I am no longer alone as I felt before without Jesus, my King and master, my sweetest love and dearest friend.  I still sin like everyone but I now ask for forgiveness and He doesn’t judge me and I no longer feel like something is missing within me I am filled by His Holy Spirit, whom I love so much, so dear to my heart, Adonai beloved you’re mine and I am yours.

Over the years I have had many dreams where I was in a school setting as a student sometimes I did really well and sometimes I failed and did awful and upon waking up felt awful but I wasn’t judged ever not once, He picked me up from the floor, hugged me and told me you can do better and I believe in you.  I believe this school was the Lord’s way of showing me how I was performing on earth as a human being and my teachers were of course the Lord, the Holy Spirit, His Holy angels, as this is not my real home but heaven is.  There is another school also that one you don’t want to go to it’s for the wicked and sinful and is run by Satan and his minions and yes I have been there in dream and shown it instead of going upstairs it goes down stairs.  As material as spiritual both worlds exist.This exact morning as I was slowly waking up I saw a vision on my wall.  The Lord knows how much I love lavender and there was a framed plaque on my bedroom wall like you receive when you graduate from a program and this plaque had lovely lavender plants surrounding it and I was told in the spirit that I had graduated!  You’ve no idea how long I have prayed for this after so many dreams of being in school.  I had finally graduated this morning!  That’s why I feel it’s so soon now as we’re starting to graduate.

The Lord told me that He is waiting for someone else to get their crown I am not sure whom it is but perhaps once this person gets their crown it’s time to go!  He shares things with me not that I am special in anyway but I have asked also to the Lord to share His thoughts with me I want to help carry His burdens as He carries so many of ours, maybe He thinks I am endearing as He is God and needs no help from anyone but He does cry, laugh, hurt and love.  He is not an impersonal or faraway God but an loving an intimate God that is right there with you when you need Him.  He is an all consuming God whom wants all of us as He is a jealous God and doesn’t want to share us either His love is so enormous for His children.  Jesus is calling to you,  will you answer His call?  I also feel that time is up that there is no more time.

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Man of God A.W Tozer the Lonely walk of a Christian Soldier

“The loneliness of the Christian results from his walk with God in an ungodly world, a walk that must often take him away from the fellowship of good Christians as well as from that of the unregenerate world. His God-given instincts cry out for companionship with others of his kind, others who can understand his longings, his aspirations, his absorption in the love of Christ; and because within his circle of friends there are so few who share his inner experiences he is forced to walk alone.

The unsatisfied longings of the prophets for human understanding caused them to cry out in their complaint, and even our Lord Himself suffered in the same way.

The man who has passed on into the divine Presence in actual inner experience will not find many who understand him. He finds few who care to talk about that which is the supreme object of his interest, so he is often silent and preoccupied in the midst of noisy religious shoptalk. For this he earns the reputation of being dull and over-serious, so he is avoided and the gulf between him and society widens.

He searches for friends upon whose garments he can detect the smell of myrrh and aloes and cassia out of the ivory palaces, and finding few or none he, like Mary of old, keeps these things in his heart.

It is this very loneliness that throws him back upon God. His inability to find human companionship drives him to seek in God what he can find nowhere else.”
—A. W. Tozer

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Never believe you’re not loved, you’re not alone, He will never forsake you nor abandon you

Philippians 4:6-9King James Version (KJV)

Be careful for nothing; but in every thing by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known unto God.

And the peace of God, which passeth all understanding, shall keep your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.

Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things.

Those things, which ye have both learned, and received, and heard, and seen in me, do: and the God of peace shall be with you.

You’re so beautiful in the Lord’s eyes, He loves you so much.  Don’t give up hope just pray and reach out to Him call out to Jesus He will hear you and enter your heart.  You’re so loved and special in God’s eyes.  He created you to be loved and give love in return.  If you feel brokenhearted you’re not alone, God is with the brokenhearted, hope for those in pain and sorrow.  His name is Jesus and He loves you so much.  God is love.

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