The Man in the Mushroom Hat

Often times I feel so alone but what picks me up and lightens my mood is thinking about Jesus.  My life is not perfect but it’s hard at times when you suffer from depression.  You think life can’t get better, there is only dark clouds hanging over you.  Words in your mind telling you, you’re no good, you have nothing special or good to give to anyone, you’re worthless.  I think of my life as grains of sand some-days this sand sparkles other days it’s gritty and dark.  My mind over-thinks often and I get exhausted really easily and nobody seems to understand but one has to look at the bright side every day is a struggle and a blessing in disguise.  From a warm cup of coffee, to being able to go to work and have a roof over my head, food in my cupboard and a bed to rest my head.

They say your mind can be your best friend or your worse enemy it’s how you perceive yourself.  Don’t become a slave to your mind is what God is telling me and you if you feel the same way.  There is always hope and sunshine.

I see a lot of things nobody seems to notice; the Lord has given me an inquisitive mind.  I saw a poor tabby cat that was hit by a car laying on the side of the street this morning on my way to work.  I couldn’t do anything but feel heart-broken for the poor kitty as my bus sped by.  I tried to call the animal control but they won’t do anything.  The poor cat I believe had passed away but still that was someone’s pet someone’s beloved little friend and all I could do was cry and say a little prayer to the Lord to look after the fur-baby and bring him/her to heaven and comfort it’s owners.

Life is so precious you just never know when or how long anyone has on this earth even the animals know of loss and pain.  I stood at the bus-stop so chilly and cold this morning, in between the trees lay someone whom had lost their home no place to lay their head and was covered in a tarp to keep warm.  I thought to myself wish I had something to give them to keep them warm.  Even my coat would do but wouldn’t fit them and how unfair and unkind this world is when we walk on by someone that is on the street.  Makes you  ponder and not forget those whom sit on the streets to give a man a pair of shoes, or coat, a cup of coffee, or a warm hug even gives them back their dignity.

Someone had walked up and down my street rummaging through the garbage’s white pieces of tissues were discarded on the sidewalk and reminded me of tiny white flags of defeat.  In the tree outside of work was a large white garbage bag it was caught in the tree branches and blowing in the wind like a giant white flag it represented.  It’s like God saying I give up,  let there be peace in the valley, but nowhere is there found peace in the hearts of man only feelings of uneasiness, rushing around too fast you get dizzy and heart-burn.  Nights spent watching tv while eating microwaved dinners or sitting over one’s “smart-phones” and nobody looks up to talk to each other because they’re too busy texting each other.

I met a man today whom wore a mushroom hat and had on furry slippers he told me he hopes the chemo he was having would take away the hair on his feet.  We both shared a laugh but as this man dressed to bring laughs and joy to those around him, you could still see the pain on his face.  Someone whom lifts the spirits of others by dressing in the most bizarre costumes.  But why do we take life so serious, act like we’re better than others, dress to impress, what we need to do more in life is not only slow down and smell the flowers, enjoy life, bring happiness to others and encourage those around us. That’s all God wants from you and me and that’s to be happy. This kind soul didn’t care what he looked like only that he could make those around him whom are also suffering or hurting smile or laugh.

We could all learn a little something from the man in the mushroom hat and hairy feet slippers.

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Beautiful Family from God

Our God is a God about love and life.  He has prepared a place for you, the Lord is so kind and loving.  He has paid the price for our sins.  He does not judge you, He made you, He loves you and wants to look after you for all eternity all you need to do is ask Him into your heart and no-one will ever separate you from Him, nothing on this earth, beneath it or above it can separate you from God’s love through His precious beloved Son Jesus.

I have found this family on you-tube when I was looking for ways to save money and be more cost efficient.  I want to be frugal in my ways so that I can help others more so, because what good is money if you can’t help others with it?  I really enjoy this family, their words of wisdom from the Holy Spirit and their beautiful gift from God in singing.  It’s so beautiful do watch and you shall be blessed as I have been.

I have been transformed today by listening to a young woman speak at the Christian Book Store here where I often go for amazing latte’s and yummy home-made soup and panini’s.  I love to go there as I feel at peace when I am surrounded by things of the Lord and hearing the music rejoicing in the Lord.

This young lady spoke on the love of Jesus and how He can set you free from all bondage and break your chains from sin.  How often I myself forget the love of Jesus and how much He loves us all.  I was lately speaking with a spirit of condemnation and judgement and this is the not the love of Jesus whom is to save the sinner not judge or condemn them but embrace them in a warm loving embrace that is so filled with love that you just melt into His arms like a Father embracing His child, a child that may have fell and hurt them-self that needs comforting from their Heavenly Father and this is what God wants you to do just run to Him and be lovingly embraced.

There is no condemnation in the blood of Jesus.  God loves you and wants a wonderful and precious relationship with you!  You’re so beautifully made by His loving Hands.  He molded every detail of your life, His precious and strong Hands created you out of His love for you.  You were in His thoughts even before you were born.  I pray that I will never lead another sheep astray or cause people to run from God out of fear.  God wants you, all of you but He wants to love and heal your heart if you’re in sorrow or struggling in anyway in your life.  God wants to mend you.  He did for me, Jesus saved my life and my soul.

How grateful I am for all God’s blessings in my life.  He looks after the smallest details in my life and I am so rewarded because of it when I listen to His still loving small voice as He guides me and leads me from all harm that the enemy wishes to hurt me but God is in control and I have my faith in Him alone.  Thank you Jesus for helping me understand you better you’re loving and pure grace that brought me to the truth of who you’re!  There is no judgement nor condemnation when you’ve found Jesus!  You’re set free from all chains!

God told me today again He just wants you to run to Him so that He can embrace you with a Fatherly and good love, that will cause you to just melt into His hug, His love is so good and beautiful.  Jesus loves you so much and is calling out to you.

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It is well within your soul when you have the Lord to watch over it

Often I feel so whole and brand new again I can’t keep from singing praises to the Lord of my heart and soul.  He is the well that never goes dry within me and springs forth new hope and refreshing of my spirit.  The Spirit is glad and rejoicing in the Lord and everyday seems new and beautiful when one is deeply in love with the Prince of Peace.  I find even the birds sing a new song in joy to the one whom created them when you begin to hear and see with new ears and eyes open to God.  All the earth shall sing Alleluia to our Lord and Savior and every knee shall bow before the coming of our beloved King of Kings.  He comes in a cloud with His hundred of thousands of angels all ready to bring His children home!

This must bring you happiness to wait on the Lord, day and night I wait for His coming with anticipation as a deer pants so does my soul cry out to the Lord of heaven and earth to come and bring us home.

To feel His presence so near and all around us so lovingly and compassionate for His beloved.  The Lord Jesus loves us so much.  And as His humble servants we must go out and be bold to deliver souls and share the gospel with others and the love of Jesus.  Time is short and we must not be fearful but take strength and courage in Him.  Pray for those all around you, be kind and loving towards others and pray without ceasing so that no bad thought may enter your mind.  It’s truly a wonderful life to live like this and you can feel the Lord all around, the air may get a bit fresher like after a spring rain when the wind blows you can sense Him in it!  Be still and know that He is God and you shall hear His still small voice.  I love you Lord so much!  His voice only speaks love and gentle guidance and when He disciplines even so I love to hear Him as everything He tells you is to protect you from the snares of the evil one and to keep you safe and close to Him as He is the good Shepherd and we’re His precious sheep.  Not one will He lose remember that even if you stray from Him and become disobedient even so He is waiting to welcome you back into the fold with loving arms as a Father is to His children with perfect love and abundance.

My favorite psalms is psalms 23 it’s very peaceful and it’s a wonderful read before bedtime for a peaceful and restful sleep.  Don’t forget to pray for those whom are suffering, in pain, poverty, alone or just lost, pray for the stranger not just the kin.

The LORD Is My Shepherd
A Psalm of David.

1 The LORD is my shepherd; I shall not want.
2 He maketh me to lie down in green pastures:

he leadeth me beside the still waters. Rev. 7.17
3 He restoreth my soul:

he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name’s sake.
4 Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,

I will fear no evil: for thou art with me;
thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.
5 Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies:

thou anointest my head with oil;
my cup runneth over.
6 Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life:

and I will dwell in the house of the LORD for ever.

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Beautiful song before the Lord

This wonderful and so very blessed with singing talents from the Lord they both sing as angels and my heart broke even more-so when I found out the tragic yet beautiful love story of Rory and Joey Feek.  This beautiful lady with a voice like an angel loved the Lord so very much and listening to her music you can feel how much the Holy Spirit dwells within her.  Their love is bittersweet, she loved her husband so very much, country singers and gospel, they never stopped sharing their love for our precious Lord Jesus towards others in their lives and in their music.

She died so young of cancer leaving her heart-broken husband and their beautiful little gift from God, Indiana their daughter whom had down syndrome but is such a joy in her smile and love towards others.

I couldn’t stop crying when I read about their story and yet I know in heart we shall all be reunited in heaven one day where Jesus will wipe away all our sorrows and pain with our tears He collects.

My prayer that their music blesses you as much as it has blessed me.  God bless you Joey sweet angel in heaven and your beloved husband and daughter may they receive peace and healing from the Prince of Peace and find joy and love with each other, family and friends as you watch over them.  Thank you Jesus for holding us in your loving Hands and never letting us go.  Thank you Lord for your love and sacrifice.

For all those suffering with cancer and those whom have lost loved ones from cancer my prayer is for you all over the world, God loves you eternity is forever and there will be no more pain or suffering one day.  I pray to God for your healing and I love you my thoughts are with those struggling with pain, sorrow and grief.

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Worn out how about you? Watchman on the wall

Nothing we do here matters except to love God and His Son, and love our brothers and sisters.

For those to say He is a vengeful and cruel God, no this is wrong!  He is not vengeful He doesn’t want to hurt or have to destroy anyone but those whom turn from Him and do not seek Him or the precious blood of His that He sacrificed on the cross for our sins to be reconciled to our Father in heaven, this gift of love is for everyone but if you don’t accept it you don’t accept our Father and His beloved Son.  The Lord is our intercessor from sin, He is the one whom is our Holy lawyer whom blots away all the sins from our life.  Once we accept our savior into our heart and repent of our sins, He blots away our transgresses, our sins and we’re written into the Lamb’s book of life.

My life is not my own but belongs to our creator almighty God in heaven and the beloved Lamb of God His Son Jesus Christ, Yahshua in Hebrew the Messiah.

I am just a humble servant of our Lord and savior but if you haven’t accepted Jesus Christ into your heart now please do so all you need to do is repent which means to turn from your sins if you need help with this He wants to help you overcome your sins, just pray for help if you really want to be freed from the bondage of sin He will help you.  He is your comforter and loves you so much.  Ask for His forgiveness for your sins and ask Him into your heart as your Lord and savior accept His ultimate sacrifice on the cross that He died for your sins and rose from the grave and is now sitted at the right Hand of God and that you want to love Him as He loves you, a friend, a brother, lover of your soul, a Father.  He will never leave you nor forsaken you.

Walking with God has been the hardest, painful and often loneliest part of my life but He has also changed my life for the better in so many ways that I don’t live for myself anymore but for Christ and others and it’s brought so much joy in my life to live this compassionate and loving life, a life bought by the precious blood of Jesus, I am no longer alone as I felt before without Jesus, my King and master, my sweetest love and dearest friend.  I still sin like everyone but I now ask for forgiveness and He doesn’t judge me and I no longer feel like something is missing within me I am filled by His Holy Spirit, whom I love so much, so dear to my heart, Christ beloved you’re mine and I am yours.

The Lord told me that He is waiting for someone else to get their crown I am not sure whom it is but perhaps once this person gets their crown it’s time to go!  He shares things with me not that I am special in anyway but I have asked also to the Lord to share His thoughts with me I want to help carry His burdens as He carries so many of ours, maybe He thinks I am endearing as He is God and needs no help from anyone but He does cry, laugh, hurt and love.  He is not an impersonal or faraway God but an loving an intimate God that is right there with you when you need Him.  He is an all consuming God whom wants all of us as He is a jealous God and doesn’t want to share us either His love is so enormous for His children.  Jesus is calling to you,  will you answer His call?  I also feel that time is up that there is no more time.

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Man of God A.W Tozer the Lonely walk of a Christian Soldier

“The loneliness of the Christian results from his walk with God in an ungodly world, a walk that must often take him away from the fellowship of good Christians as well as from that of the unregenerate world. His God-given instincts cry out for companionship with others of his kind, others who can understand his longings, his aspirations, his absorption in the love of Christ; and because within his circle of friends there are so few who share his inner experiences he is forced to walk alone.

The unsatisfied longings of the prophets for human understanding caused them to cry out in their complaint, and even our Lord Himself suffered in the same way.

The man who has passed on into the divine Presence in actual inner experience will not find many who understand him. He finds few who care to talk about that which is the supreme object of his interest, so he is often silent and preoccupied in the midst of noisy religious shoptalk. For this he earns the reputation of being dull and over-serious, so he is avoided and the gulf between him and society widens.

He searches for friends upon whose garments he can detect the smell of myrrh and aloes and cassia out of the ivory palaces, and finding few or none he, like Mary of old, keeps these things in his heart.

It is this very loneliness that throws him back upon God. His inability to find human companionship drives him to seek in God what he can find nowhere else.”
—A. W. Tozer

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Never believe you’re not loved, you’re not alone, He will never forsake you nor abandon you

Philippians 4:6-9King James Version (KJV)

Be careful for nothing; but in every thing by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known unto God.

And the peace of God, which passeth all understanding, shall keep your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.

Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things.

Those things, which ye have both learned, and received, and heard, and seen in me, do: and the God of peace shall be with you.

You’re so beautiful in the Lord’s eyes, He loves you so much.  Don’t give up hope just pray and reach out to Him call out to Jesus He will hear you and enter your heart.  You’re so loved and special in God’s eyes.  He created you to be loved and give love in return.  If you feel brokenhearted you’re not alone, God is with the brokenhearted, hope for those in pain and sorrow.  His name is Jesus and He loves you so much.  God is love.

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