Worn out how about you? Watchman on the wall

I don’t know about you but I am really tired and weary.  Often I come home from work and just want to sleep.  I don’t seem to have the desire or the want to pursue the hobbies and interests I used to love and adore.  I was an artist and writer in my spare time and don’t feel like creating as I feel there is no point to the creations on earth anymore.  Nothing we do here matters except to love God and His Son, and love our brothers and sisters.  Even gardening has no joy anymore as the earth is cursed and you can see it everywhere you look.

I love to help others and make them feel good.  But right now I am really feeling like my work is done as Jesus said on the cross it’s finished, I feel our work here is done.  He is coming.  I hear it in my spirit all the time now.  I see Him too when I close my eyes He is there smiling at me.  I love our Lord so much no words can explain how much I love Him and our Father in heaven.  I love the Holy Spirit so much.  I imagine myself carrying the Holy Spirit around in my arms like a dove, just giving Him little kisses and stroking His beautiful white feathers, even feeding Him from my plate of food.  I know it may sound silly but He is my dearest friend and companion.  Often my only friend that understands me and loves me unconditionally, whom will never hurt or judge me.

I don’t understand this world and don’t understand the people in it.  I see women dressing without any care for their bodies and I want to tell them that they’re grieving their creator by abusing their femininity and the lovely grace that God gave them, men covering their bodies with evil looking tattoos, wearing death symbols, dying their hair.  Modesty and chastity seem to be extinct lately and people seem to be acting like animals I have noticed even the children are not respectful or kind to their elders.  People are calling evil good and good evil everywhere I look.

Our Lord was really upset last weekend and I felt His emotion as I often do pour over me into my spirit.  I was so sad and depressed, grieving.  I asked the Lord what is wrong and I saw Him smiling sadly at me at first then He turned around and kept on covering His face crying our sweet Lord was sobbing it breaks my heart even now, writing what I felt and saw from Him and causes me to cry as it breaks my heart to see Him crying it hurts me so much.  He told me in the spirit it’s because of what He has to soon do to the earth to His creation that hates Him and mocks His servants those left behind to face God’s wrath, He loves those whom hate Him as they’re still His children.

For those to say He is a vengeful and cruel God, no this is wrong!  He is not vengeful He doesn’t want to hurt or have to destroy anyone but those whom turn from Him and do not seek Him or the precious blood of His that He sacrificed on the cross for our sins to be reconciled to our Father in heaven, this gift of love is for everyone but if you don’t accept it you don’t accept our Father and His beloved Son.  He then has no choice but to leave one behind and He doesn’t want to leave anyone on earth He loves us all but if you don’t want His love how can He bring you home to His home and kingdom which is heaven?  It’s like taking a stranger into your home whom hates or despises you, whom hurts and even kills His servants that only want to help you and help save your soul from an eternity without God, to be without God is to be without love and in everything that is not of God whom is perfect love that separation is called hell.  The Lord is our intercessor from sin, He is the one whom is our Holy lawyer whom blots away all the sins from our life.  Once we accept our savior into our heart and repent of our sins, He blots away our transgresses, our sins and we’re written into the Lamb’s book of life.

My life is not my own but belongs to our creator almighty God in heaven and the beloved Lamb of God His Son Jesus Christ, Yahshua in Hebrew the Messiah.

I am just a humble servant of our Lord and savior but if you haven’t accepted Jesus Christ into your heart now please do so all you need to do is repent which means to turn from your sins if you need help with this He wants to help you overcome your sins, just pray for help if you really want to be freed from the bondage of sin He will help you.  He is your comforter and loves you so much.  Ask for His forgiveness for your sins and ask Him into your heart as your Lord and savior accept His ultimate sacrifice on the cross that He died for your sins and rose from the grave and is now sitted at the right Hand of God and that you want to love Him as He loves you, a friend, a brother, lover of your soul, a Father.  He will never leave you nor forsaken you.

Walking with God has been the hardest, painful and often loneliest part of my life but He has also changed my life for the better in so many ways that I don’t live for myself anymore but for Christ and others and it’s brought so much joy in my life to live this compassionate and loving life, a life bought by the precious blood of Jesus, I am no longer alone as I felt before without Jesus, my King and master, my sweetest love and dearest friend.  I still sin like everyone but I now ask for forgiveness and He doesn’t judge me and I no longer feel like something is missing within me I am filled by His Holy Spirit, whom I love so much, so dear to my heart, Adonai beloved you’re mine and I am yours.

Over the years I have had many dreams where I was in a school setting as a student sometimes I did really well and sometimes I failed and did awful and upon waking up felt awful but I wasn’t judged ever not once, He picked me up from the floor, hugged me and told me you can do better and I believe in you.  I believe this school was the Lord’s way of showing me how I was performing on earth as a human being and my teachers were of course the Lord, the Holy Spirit, His Holy angels, as this is not my real home but heaven is.  There is another school also that one you don’t want to go to it’s for the wicked and sinful and is run by Satan and his minions and yes I have been there in dream and shown it instead of going upstairs it goes down stairs.  As material as spiritual both worlds exist.This exact morning as I was slowly waking up I saw a vision on my wall.  The Lord knows how much I love lavender and there was a framed plaque on my bedroom wall like you receive when you graduate from a program and this plaque had lovely lavender plants surrounding it and I was told in the spirit that I had graduated!  You’ve no idea how long I have prayed for this after so many dreams of being in school.  I had finally graduated this morning!  That’s why I feel it’s so soon now as we’re starting to graduate.

The Lord told me that He is waiting for someone else to get their crown I am not sure whom it is but perhaps once this person gets their crown it’s time to go!  He shares things with me not that I am special in anyway but I have asked also to the Lord to share His thoughts with me I want to help carry His burdens as He carries so many of ours, maybe He thinks I am endearing as He is God and needs no help from anyone but He does cry, laugh, hurt and love.  He is not an impersonal or faraway God but an loving an intimate God that is right there with you when you need Him.  He is an all consuming God whom wants all of us as He is a jealous God and doesn’t want to share us either His love is so enormous for His children.  Jesus is calling to you,  will you answer His call?  I also feel that time is up that there is no more time.

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Man of God A.W Tozer the Lonely walk of a Christian Soldier

“The loneliness of the Christian results from his walk with God in an ungodly world, a walk that must often take him away from the fellowship of good Christians as well as from that of the unregenerate world. His God-given instincts cry out for companionship with others of his kind, others who can understand his longings, his aspirations, his absorption in the love of Christ; and because within his circle of friends there are so few who share his inner experiences he is forced to walk alone.

The unsatisfied longings of the prophets for human understanding caused them to cry out in their complaint, and even our Lord Himself suffered in the same way.

The man who has passed on into the divine Presence in actual inner experience will not find many who understand him. He finds few who care to talk about that which is the supreme object of his interest, so he is often silent and preoccupied in the midst of noisy religious shoptalk. For this he earns the reputation of being dull and over-serious, so he is avoided and the gulf between him and society widens.

He searches for friends upon whose garments he can detect the smell of myrrh and aloes and cassia out of the ivory palaces, and finding few or none he, like Mary of old, keeps these things in his heart.

It is this very loneliness that throws him back upon God. His inability to find human companionship drives him to seek in God what he can find nowhere else.”
—A. W. Tozer

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Never believe you’re not loved, you’re not alone, He will never forsake you nor abandon you

Philippians 4:6-9King James Version (KJV)

Be careful for nothing; but in every thing by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known unto God.

And the peace of God, which passeth all understanding, shall keep your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.

Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things.

Those things, which ye have both learned, and received, and heard, and seen in me, do: and the God of peace shall be with you.

You’re so beautiful in the Lord’s eyes, He loves you so much.  Don’t give up hope just pray and reach out to Him call out to Jesus He will hear you and enter your heart.  You’re so loved and special in God’s eyes.  He created you to be loved and give love in return.  If you feel brokenhearted you’re not alone, God is with the brokenhearted, hope for those in pain and sorrow.  His name is Jesus and He loves you so much.  God is love.

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Plead the Blood of Jesus

Nothing is sacred unto our Lord and savior anymore.  I was just watching a movie that I thought was innocent based on an 1800’s story and the little girl maybe 8 years old just kissed her hand and then made the devil sign.  This was supposedly an innocent period movie with a tragic but classic story.

You can’t trust anything anymore, especially Hollywood the Lord has told me many times that Hollywood is evil and from what I have been seeing it’s truth.  I am also finding more and more people becoming violent, verbally abusive towards others and so many are dying their hair, tattooing their bodies, piercings and I can no longer see woman being woman or men being men, and no disregard for rules or regulations either, lawlessness, no modesty or respect for their bodies, covering themselves with ugly tattoos, so much make-up, piercings in their faces, the awful secular music constantly surrounding us, people cursing each other, even walking around drunk or stoned, even murder of a young 13 year old girl just recently.  I feel I am living in chaos and madness of society, yet I know it’s going to get much worse and one must plead the blood of Jesus upon myself daily and keep a constant prayer going in my mind as I hear the evil spirits trying constantly to fill my mind with wicked things.  You must rebuke these foul spirits constantly in the Lord’s name.  Even our leader it seems has sold his soul for fame and fortune.  God help us all and may our Father send His Son to save His bride.

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Hand of God is coming

I heard in the spirit this afternoon as I lay down for a nap from Jesus that the Holy Spirit whispered to me, you can always tell that it’s the Holy Spirit speaking as He speaks in a still small voice within your core, in your chest is where He resides if you have His spirit within you.  I love the Lord’s Spirit He is so kind, gentle and always says nice things and encouraging words to me.  Anything that is not spoken in love towards you is the accuser and don’t listen to those words.

He let me know as I laid down and was still before the Lord that an asteroid is coming and it’s been the one so many have had dreams and visions about and that our leaders know about it and are going to try and stop it from hitting the earth but they will fail because God is in control and it’s the Hand of God coming.  This is the message I received please as in all words discern it before the Lord.  I have had visions of this asteroid myself and it’s huge and almost sphere like in shape it was almost like a slingshot the way it was moving through space.

He told me to warn them.  This was Jesus speaking to me the message was that there would be a massive tsunami to hit the east coast when this asteroid hit and there would be no warning as in the days of Noah He said the people will mock and scorn, but it will devastate the coastline.  I asked the Lord what shall we do and He let me know be like Noah not build an ark of course but be righteous like Noah so that you may escape what is coming upon the earth.  I felt no fear from the message either but rested in Him.

I have seen a tidal wave that was higher then the skyscrapers washing over NYC in a vision many years ago.  He also told that it will not affect the west coast, as anything is possible with God and that His children will be home with Him in heaven so do not worry.  I was told to warn the people and wish to do so those that do not know Him, or are lukewarm and don’t have a relationship with our beloved savior please seek His face now and repent of your sins and ask Him to enter your heart and He will, those whom seek Him shall find Him.  Daddy in heaven loves you so much and so does His Son whom died for you on the cross.  Please accept Christ now tomorrow maybe too late.  I am just servant of the most High and love Him and His beloved Son so very much.  Please listen and ponder my words.  I have heard also it’s finished.

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God loves you so much that He gave His only Son to die on the cross for you

Jesus loves you so very much.  God wants to give you a gift a very special gift that is most precious to Him and beloved of God.  His sweet Son, His wonderful Son that came to give us life abundantly, He died on the cross for us and redeemed us from sin.  He is our hope and true love.  If you want the love of God to transform your life into true joy and one day we shall all be reunited in heaven.  He is so wonderful and beautiful, God loves you so much!  Please watch these testimonies of people just like you and me whom came to know Jesus most intimately and personal.  Jesus wants a personal and loving relationship with you!

Yahweh is the truth and light of the world!

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Dream/Vision of Arch Angel Michael, Yahshua is coming!

I had a dream or vision when I woke up Sunday morning.  I have this painted wooden picture that has the prayer of St. Michael on it with an image of Arch Angel Micheal holding his spear.  When I was waking up I saw in the spirit his image was sitting near my bed instead of on my bookshelf.  And I heard a voice in my head say to me which I believe was the Arch Angel Micheal say, Yahshua is coming.


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